It's Monday. Sorry for my absence, recovering from being sick and working doubles all weekend kept me busy. My house is a wrecked piled into 3 rooms because we are having tile put in this week. No kitchen or laundry room, oh joy. Darren got shot at as well due to some road rage, and I had to find out from Rio two days later that it happened. That boy is going to give me gray hairs I swear to God. Vivi and I may be going to the Moonlight Masquerade together as soon as we figure out a good lie to tel her crazy strict parents (Lying is not good, children, but sometimes it needs to be done).
I went to my baby cousin Abby's baptism yesterday. She was so adorable and laughed the entire time, even when they dunked water on her head. It was also awkward for me because Mom's family is raging Catholic. Enough said. We ended up leaving the party early because Mom was having a nervous breakdown from being around her father (I am not quite sure what happened between them, but from what my dad has told me, her father abused her terribly). I personally cannot stand the man, not only did he never play a part in my life or my sister's, he hurts my mother terribly. He tests my ability to be a good person and not curse him the hell out.
I am just emotionally exhausted from it. I have always been sensitive to others, and as I've gotten older and deeper into the Craft, I've come to find my power (or one of them anyway) is more than likely a profound form of empathy. Or I happen to have a mild form of autism, but I like to think it's the first. It also tends to give me a headache the next day, as I currently have right now. So as I nibble on my chocolate chip cookie, I am trying to rid myself of this headache and the emotions that seem to cling to me. I may just have to cleanse myself tomorrow morning when I bathe.
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